Passively living

Woohoo! I’m back!

The days have been going by really slowly these days and I enjoy it. I’ve been inspired again.
I’ve been planning one activity for myself each day, trying not to overload and go nuts the way I did before my shoot.
I’ve been a watcher. I sit at the balcony and watch the leaves come back onto the trees. Listen to music I’ve previously neglected on my itunes.
Taking a walk in Ikea and doing some sketches. Looking at photography by friends. Cycling to a waterfall. Little things like that have reminded me life’s not all emo and shit.

I’ve been consuming less too. When you live life slow, it feel like you’re a wandering spirit. I feel like a ghost.
But it’s a positive energy. I feel like a ghost maneuvering from kitchen to bathroom to whereever. If life is a really a play, I’m living an audience.
There isn’t a need to create or to be recognised or credited for. Just watching and appreciating. Appreciating all the beauty life and the living have to give.

Hopefully once I’ve move on with this phrase, I’ll feel inspired to write again.
I’m taking a new approach and am gonna post more stuff that requires less of me and more of others.
This solves the self esteem issues. Since I can’t make good art myself, why not just take a back seat and admire the works of those who can.

Welcome to Lagos

I like this doco that SBS played the other night.